Life?

Hmm
what to say?

i've had a good couple of days :)
been at lissys
her party was greattt

hmm lol
no one even has my thingy anyway.
so i doubt anyone is gonna read this?
but i got bored

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i dunno what to put.

recently i've been feeling conused?
andd err yeah
i hate how i feel about things but i can't help it
thoughts just come to my head
people must get really annoyed

paranoier isn't the best feeling to have tbf.
ahh well like it matters
i just keep these things to myself
:)
it's better then
noone gets annoyed.
cos people do alot?

going shopping with my mum tomorrow :)
and cinema with him wednesday,
maybe,
if he don't find something better to do
plus i have no money really so i might no beable to go anyway.

hmmmm
i need to sort outmy life.
it's a mess.
dunno how to though
im just confused about everything
it sucks!

and exams dont make it any better.
they just screw things up even more
maybe things will go back to the way they were
he keeps saying that they will
but they havnt yet
after like 3 months :/ :(

tbff hes probably better off without me.
but yeah.

ill shut up before i upset myself even more.



errrr if you've read all this you're either really sad
orrr
you acturly care

hmmm

lol

ermmm

ermmmm

yeah.

i hate this feeling

i just wanna go to his house just to see

even though he wouln't do anything
i don't think

but theres still that feeling there
even though i don't want it to be :(
it makes me upset.
oh well, he probably cares about he more.
well no
i don't mean that
but still