Plymouth (:

Has been really good (:
went to Living Coasts Zoo (:
To the beach a few times
been on lots of random trips
its been realllyyyy good :D

im missing bradley alot now though :(
i wish i could see him!
or atleast talk to him

hmmmm


im offf


xx

ermmmmmm

I'm going plymouth on friday :):):):):)
for 10 days!
can't wait!!

ill miss bradley though :(
two weeks without seeing him:(

i kinda screwed up seeing him for the last time.
and because my little brother ran for the bus i had to chase after him
and i didnt really have chance to have a propper hug bye..
this will be like the longest iv gone without seeing him for the 9 months we've been going out :(:(
its gonna be bad
he best keep in touch!
i miss him already
as hes out with his dad
silly boy!!!

but i think its my turn to be there for him now
as its not fair on him
on how my moods been recntly
i feel bad about it

im iof now anyways


byeee


xxxxx

Bored

I'm acturly so bored its unbalieveable


:)

not that it matters

no has this thing?

i had a brill day today(L)

yeahh

xx

Life?

Hmm
what to say?

i've had a good couple of days :)
been at lissys
her party was greattt

hmm lol
no one even has my thingy anyway.
so i doubt anyone is gonna read this?
but i got bored

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i dunno what to put.

recently i've been feeling conused?
andd err yeah
i hate how i feel about things but i can't help it
thoughts just come to my head
people must get really annoyed

paranoier isn't the best feeling to have tbf.
ahh well like it matters
i just keep these things to myself
:)
it's better then
noone gets annoyed.
cos people do alot?

going shopping with my mum tomorrow :)
and cinema with him wednesday,
maybe,
if he don't find something better to do
plus i have no money really so i might no beable to go anyway.

hmmmm
i need to sort outmy life.
it's a mess.
dunno how to though
im just confused about everything
it sucks!

and exams dont make it any better.
they just screw things up even more
maybe things will go back to the way they were
he keeps saying that they will
but they havnt yet
after like 3 months :/ :(

tbff hes probably better off without me.
but yeah.

ill shut up before i upset myself even more.



errrr if you've read all this you're either really sad
orrr
you acturly care

hmmm

lol

ermmm

ermmmm

yeah.

i hate this feeling

i just wanna go to his house just to see

even though he wouln't do anything
i don't think

but theres still that feeling there
even though i don't want it to be :(
it makes me upset.
oh well, he probably cares about he more.
well no
i don't mean that
but still

Todaaayy

Today was good. (:

I took my brother into townn, met my nan for dinner (:
then i did some shopping. saw natt and walked around with her and her mum && sister (Y)

then when to narbrapp to see bradley! (:
ahh it was good!

and thats about it? tbhh :)

xx